I'm fed up (it's not what you think)

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Well............ It's done. I'm frustrated with everyone and everything. I'm trying to help them, trying my best to comfort them, and be a good friend. But, it's all for nothing. I've tried to help people with their problems and they done nothing to help themselves. Frankly, I'm tried of spoon feeding help to them when they do nothing for themselves. Look, I'm sorry that this might sound cruel and it's the truth. I'm fed up with the people that I've helped in the past. They have way more resources and opportunities that I don't currently have. I've sacrificed too much my my time and self to provide aid to those that really need it. I help knowing damn well I don't expect anything in return. That's the why it's been, and it's the way it's been written. But, I thing they should up a little effort too. If they have a problem they should also work toward a solution. I can't do everything for everyone, I'M NOT GOD!!!! Look, I'm happy to help anyone who needs it. It's only fair that those who are receiving the help should also put their effort on finding a solution. I know that this sound too cruel..... I'm not giving up on people.... I'm really not. But, they should also get up from their collective asses and work to help themselves. I'm saying this because, I have problems too. I've been to busy to solve them and too much into helping others solving their problems. I have hopes and dreams too, just like any body else. But, the only difference between me and the people that I'm trying to help is this: I'm making my dream come true. Btw, the only help that I've gotten so far is the type I get when I pray. I'm sorry to those people the I'm helping. I just want you to know that I will pray for you. And hopefully you guys will see the error of your ways as I've seen mine. I've been give you guys (Not particularly people on DA, but certain people I see everyday) I need to work and concentrate on what I have to do. Solve my problems first. Trust me, I'm not selfish. Its that I've ignored my own problems for far too long. I'm finally oven my depressing emo state and I'm finally working. I'll post new pictures soon, as well as stories and so much more.....

This also give me and opportunity to thank the people in DA who have encouraged me to go on. Also the wonderful people who have helped me to increase my photoshop skills
:iconprogram-00x::iconshikamaru7::icontarian-the-demon::iconaveoxus::iconbraenuun::icontarrenger::iconlexprailius::iconxenxthextheif::iconse05239::iconlittleyoukai::iconmindofgenius::iconbubba145::iconkubknight::iconarhon1091::icongeneralaleksandr: :iconmastertoon4::iconnarutoman15:, all the watchers and the people who stop by and take a look at my art. I really really appreciate it. :iconfurryglompplz:

I will continue my work with the book that I want to publish. My wweb-manga project Toxic Moon which is under development btw. To post new charters of Heaven and Earth, Dark Inverse, and new stories. On the :icononaxiel: account Also, by the end of the week I should have some of my stuff posted on :iconsite33: by the end of the week. That is my promise to you. I'll be :work:ing on everything.  

P.S. Hey! :icontwokinds: I haven't got my book yet! I've been waiting for almost a month now...

b>This is a link to my chat room if you want to talk! please send me a note first! I'm free now, just note me, and those who have my phone number call me if you want to chat with me. Also :iconbraenuun: will be using this chat room, for more details read his journal :</b> chat.deviantart.com/chat/Hallo…

There are more commissions to be done and will be top priority and will be soon. I'll work on them, I really really really really really promise! I'll working on drawing on them

Now for everyone's favorite artists on the honors/friends part of the Journal

Here are my friends that are great and awesome with what they do!

:iconshikamaru7: Shikamaru7 - He is a kick ass artist and writer!!

:iconlexprailius: LexPrower - He is a kick ass writer (competition! Not really) :omg:


:iconprogram-00x: she has helped me to use Photoshop and I want to wish her good luck with her life and we hope her life will go back in track. (We miss you!)

:icontarian-the-demon: tarian-the-demon - She is a really good artist and she likes my art.

:icontarrenger: Tarrenger - He is a really good artist and writer, Just watch out his a dragon!! ;)

:iconmallacore: Mallacore - I love his Stargate ship designs and he is a damn good 3D artist!

:iconaveoxus: Aveoxus -OMG you just have to see his art! he kicks ass with his art! and he is helping me to improve mine. :)

:icongathion: Gathion - He is a good anthro artist!!! he has really funny stuff!

:iconxenxthextheif: XenThexTheif - OMG you just have to see her stuff. :D

:iconse05239: Se05239 - He is a really good artist and has a very extensive knowledge of demonology plus he likes my gallery!

:iconlittleyoukai: Little Youkai - Has helped me a lot and his art is just awesome, you just have to see it.

:iconmindofgenius: MindofGenius - He has a really cool story that you just have to read! ---> Right here mindofgenius.deviantart.com/ar… read it!!!!

:iconbubba145: Bubba145 - He is a relative new member of DA, but he is a talented writer! you should read he's stories.

:iconkubknight: Kubajo - He is an awesome writer and you have to read his stuff!!! :)----> kubajo.deviantart.com/art/The-… read it!!!!

:iconbraenuun: Braenuun - He is a great poet and writer! Please view works! Their great.

:iconarhon1091: Arhon1091 - He is an great speed writer! Wow, how he does it I have no idea, but I do know is that you should read his stuff!

:icongeneralaleksandr: Cde Aleksandr Sokolovich Romanov (Yeah! Long name) He is also a manga artist, check his art out!

:iconmastertoon4: mastertoon 4 - He is a good artist (obsessed with megaman!!!)

:iconnarutoman15: Narutoman15 - He is a upcoming artist with great potential. You should stop by and take a look.

Clubs that I'm part of:
:iconthe-novelist-club: and :iconthe-literati:


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spedmaster's avatar
oh, you havent got your book yet? hope you get it soon T-T