Join for FREE | Take the Tour Lost Password?

deviantART

 
About Me Premium Member Mad Scientist BethelonMale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
5 Month Premium Membership
Statistics 116 Deviations
1,930 Comments
13,613 Pageviews

Crossing the Rubicon

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 15, 2009, 6:11 PM


Hey Guys sorry for not being around as much there's been a lot of things happening that have taken my time. I've seen my friend's art and I'm really impressed by the progress. I know that I'm not as social as I used to, but I'll make an effort toward being here more often. I guess this is some what of an apology to my friends on DA for not being there for them. I've been working on my art and improving it, but I guess that's a bit selfish of me. I'm really sorry.

With that out of the way, I want to explain a couple of things. Crossing the Rubicon means passing the point of no return. Honestly I think I passed that point 10 years ago. What I mean is that I can't change. (Not as in I can't change personally or my improving myself) I can't change what I want to do. My parents are always pressuring me about returning to mexico and get a career that they want me to have. I do admit I have an interest in aerospace, electronics, engineering, etc. But, I don't see myself doing that anymore. My childhood dream was to go up into space, but looking at it as of right now, that dream isn't realistic. Perhaps when space travel becomes affordable in the next ten to twenty years. My dream and goal is to be a writer and artist. How did my mind change so quickly I'll never know. It was like a switch that turned itself on when I was 17 years old. All, I want now is to finish what I started, to bring my character and their world to life. To share the world my dreams, my hopes, my nightmares and fantasies. I think that's what every artist really wants. When I began thinking about my stories, my characters and their worlds I crossed that point of no return. All I can do at the moment is to continue forward.

Speaking of forward, I need to fill you guys about the status of Toxic Moon (the comic I'm working on) The first things first, I need to apologize... again... About the dead lines for the comic. I'm new at this and I have no prior experience with such a project. All the tutorials about comic making, let's say it only scratch the surface. I have a lot of good friends that are helping me with this project and I really appreciate their help. The thing is that making this comic is a bit more complicated that the comic artists make us believe. There's a lot of planning an hard work. Pouring your heart and soul into each panel is important. There are a lot of factors that go with comic making. The most important factor which should be number one priority and 90% of the work is the story being told in the comic. I slowed down the progress to fix the story a bit. I don't feel comfortable with the flow of the story and a few friends suggested that I change it a bit to target a more generalized audience. I'm aiming toward posting it before the end of the year. So, don't worry guys. It wait will be worth it.

Also, I wanted to talk about a lingering thought that I have in my head. I have an aunt, she is one of the most proud, self righteous, and over critical people that I know. But a few days ago I saw her, she sat on the table with an oxygen mask on her face. She looked pale, dehydrated and exhausted. I felt so awful inside. I hated that woman, she stood by while we were in a deep financial problems. But, when I saw her like that. I felt guilty for for hating her and thinking bad things about her. When I saw her then I thought of what I was doing. No matter how greedy and proud people are, they are still human beings. And paying them back with the same coin is not the answer. I want to be kinder to my aunt and uncle. Right now their family is well... reenacting the movie 2012 (except no special effects) But, yeah even when people hurt us, humiliate us and or ignore us, they are still human. I'm also reminded of Count of Monte Cristo. When Emand looked that his prison cell wall and read the inscription (God Will Give Me Justice) I guess that's the christian version of karma. I'm starting to believe in karma (a bit) But, yeah I'm gonna try to be a better person specially to the people who have hurt me in the past. Paying with the same coin isn't the answer. My dad has a saying "La venganza es mala, mata el alama y la envenena" It means (Vengeance is bad, it kills and poisons the soul) With what I've seen with my eyes, I've begun to believe it.

Well... sorry to keep going and going with this journal. I just had a lot to say ^^;

I'm open for commissions. I just need enough to keep non-rotting food on the fridge.

Sketches $0 dollars (those are free, depending if I have free time ^^;)

Inked picture $1 dollars

Detailed/colored picture $2 dollars (That includes 2 characters at the time) and $1 dollars for every additional character.

If interested on a commission from me, just note me about it ^^ Please include the specs of your character(s) and anything else you would like me to draw for you ^^

I do have a pay pal account [link] ^^ use this e-mail address to send your payment: herb.colunga@gmail.com And if you feel charitable enough, I also appreciate donations.

Here are resources and tutorials on DA that could help anyone to draw.

Here: [link] and [link] There are tutorials on DA to help with whatever area you need. Plus there are millions more through out the internet. Until I met him, I didn't know about the good tutorials on youtube. Here is the best set of Youtube tutorials on how to draw: [link] , [link] , and [link] (check them out! They are great tutorials and How-to guides) Here are the rare tutorials that really help [link] [link] [link]

Now for everyone's favorite artists on the honors/friends part of the Journal

Here are my friends that are great and awesome with what they do!

:iconshikamaru7: Shikamaru7 - He is a kick ass artist and writer!!

:iconlexprower: LexPrower - He is a kick ass writer (competition! Not really) :omg:

:iconprogram-00x: she has helped me to use Photoshop and I want to wish her good luck with her life and we hope her life will go back in track. (We miss you!)

:icontarian-the-demon: tarian-the-demon - She is a really good artist and she likes my art.

:icontarrenger: Tarrenger - He is a really good artist and writer, Just watch out his a dragon!! ;)

:iconmallacore: Mallacore - I love his Stargate ship designs and he is a damn good 3D artist!

:iconaveoxus: Aveoxus -OMG you just have to see his art! he kicks ass with his art! and he is helping me to improve mine. :)

:icongathion: Gathion - He is a good anthro artist!!! he has really funny stuff!

:iconxenxthextheif: XenThexTheif - OMG you just have to see her stuff. :D

:iconse05239: Se05239 - He is a really good artist and has a very extensive knowledge of demonology plus he likes my gallery!

:iconlittleyoukai: Little Youkai - Has helped me a lot and his art is just awesome, you just have to see it.

:iconjoseph1105: Joseph1105 He is a great comic artist, you have to check out his gallery: [link]

:iconbubba145: Bubba145 - He is a relative new member of DA, but he is a talented writer! you should read he's stories.

:icondoom-san: Doom-san - He is an awesome artist, you have to see his art!

:iconkellic77: Kellic77 He's a awesome writer, check out his stuff too.

:icontofurulez: ToFuRuLeZ - She's a really good and funny artist. You have to see her stuff. She has really nice and funny stories too ^_~

:iconrakihiro: Rakihiro - He draws awesome mechas ^^ You have to see his gallery.

:iconbuddly20032000: Buddly - He a good writer ^^ I really suggest you read his literary works. They are awesome ^^

:iconlizardoo: Lizardoo - She's a great artist ^^

:iconfeoral: He's a great friend (tho I have talked to him in a while) He's also an artist too, take a look at his gallery ^^

:iconcpt-night: Cpt-Night - He's and upcoming artist and you really have to take a look at his gallery ^^

:iconmastertoon4: Mastertoon4 - He's an aspiring arts who tries his best, take a look at this gallery. He has a bunch of crazy :p stuff.

:iconmindofgenius: MindofGenius - He's a good writer/poet. I really like his stories and he needs your moral support. Hopefully this will encourage him to write past chapter 11 of his story.

:iconbraenuun: Braenuun - He is a great poet and writer! Please view works! Their great.

:iconarhon1091: Arhon1091 - He is an great speed writer! Wow, how he does it I have no idea, but I do know is that you should read his stuff!

:icongeneralaleksandr: Cde Aleksandr Sokolovich Romanov - (Yeah! Long name) He is also a manga artist, check his art out!

:iconxiujade: XiuJade He's an awesome writer. Trust me, read his literature ^^

:iconnarutoman15: Narutoman15 - He is a upcoming artist with great potential. You should stop by and take a look.

Clubs that I'm part of:
:iconthe-novelist-club: and :iconthe-literati: and :iconchristiansunite:


Visitor Map
Create your own visitor map!


free counters

  • Mood: Relief
  • Listening to: Enya,Globus, Epic music
  • Reading: Bible, Sun-tzu's The Art of War
  • Watching: Waiting for SG-U and the Gundam 00 movie
  • Playing: Halo 3 and Portal
  • Eating: low fat stuff >_>
  • Drinking: Water!!!!!! (just water)

deviantID

No deviantID yet.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Evalen
  • Interests: Science fiction
  • Favourite movie: Starship troopers
  • Favourite band or musician: Linkin Park
  • Favourite genre of music: Not havy metal!
  • Favourite artist: Myself (Not really) Everyone else on DA
  • Favourite poet or writer: Jerry Oltion
  • Favourite style of art: Traditional, but I'm working with digital
  • Operating System: XP
  • MP3 player of choice: No Ipods
  • Shell of choice: Titanium
  • Wallpaper of choice: Cybermen
  • Skin of choice: Furry
  • Favourite game: Mass Effect
  • Favourite gaming platform: I don't have any I just play at a friend's house
  • Favourite cartoon character: Bethelon
  • Personal Quote: Use the force
  • Tools of the Trade: God, my friends, my brain, and my laptop.

Comments


:iconnovysparrow:
thanks for faving!^^

--
I love :frog:s

Il vento è dalla nostra parte, non ci serve altro.
:icondazzledust:

Hello, i was wondering if you'd maybe like to come see my gallery


--

Every artist is a cannibal, every poet is a thief. They steal their inspiration and sing about their grief.
:iconjaems-kun:
Thanks for the fav,rite!

--
What I see and what I know cannot be added to what you see and what you know because they are not of the same kind. Neither can it replace what you see and what you know, because that would be to replace yourself.
--
man on the pole - Mostly Harmless (
:iconcorecappa:
RAWAAA!!!*pounces* thank you for helping me dude ^ ^
:iconlightindarkness1990:
thanx 4 visiting

--
When fate closes a door, somewhere he opens a window

Site Map